The sun that never sets

What do I do with this open heart? How do I keep it open and how do I show up in the world now with my current state of being? 

Showing up the same in all areas of my world, with an abundance of love, in business, with friends and family. I keep her in my heart, I hold onto that feeling. My memories may fade, but my feelings will stay, I hope. 

I want to hold onto the memories, I want to hold onto this feeling long enough for her to arrive fully into my arms. Walk into the world with this feeling, walk into the world as if she is my woman, not just for one night, but for eternity. 

She is with me, by my side, supporting me in every adventure I step into. She is the sun that never sets, always there for me through the good and the bad. She loves all of me. 

I look forward to the possibility of grey turning into black and white.